So it's super late, but I HAVE to tell the good news. Well frightening as well, which has been making me wonder what that statement means in the Bible, I have made you fearfully and wonderfully. Such opposites?
I have been struggling with this passion and what to do and then there was my outreach and unsure about what to do with that, well things have come to a conclusion: I am let loose to create my own individual unique outreach for my DTS. Yes I have stepped aside, been asked by my leaders Paul and Justine (outreach leader) if I wanted to go forward with these desires to help make aware the HIV AIDS and trafficking etc., for during the WC 2010, I showed them my goals/passions on my soppy attachement and they loved it! They wanted to not box me in and said YWAM is a complete Apostolic organization and we dont' want to put a box around you and especially with the time running, we want to let you go. NOW you can still graduate from DTS, if that's important to you, but we have to structure by Uof N standards the criteria. The timeline can even be extended over 6 months or however, instead of crammed into 3.
I have had one heck of a weekend with this emotion given 2 days to decide if this is and was God's desire. But when it comes down to it, God never put this burning inside to rest. I get almost tears when I start to tell someone about it or even hear about people dying or talking about needing extra condoms at the world cup haha. No NO! That's now what is going to be happening we CAN do something to make this event and experience in good light and positive especially enjoyable!
Let's make the awareness happen!
SO, I think I am going to start this campaign. Oh yes I have no idea how. I need a team, equiptment, possibly commercial, website, video clip, transportation, training, funds, t shirts? designers, gosh the list could go futher, but really even just making a clip to spread around the country and others around the world, is the minimum we CAN do before WC 2010. So much more can back that up. I will post my random thoughts on this that I already showed many of you and my leaders on what randomness has been going on in my head.
But now I need God. I can't do this. But He can! I need so much help, prayer, ideas, support, funds, love, encouragement. I'm so so scared to fail, but I'm willing and have decided to take the risk.
I'm jumping off the cliff today. Thank you God, for creating who I am.
Good night
Mom, Dad, Family Friends, I love you, I'm sorry I haven't been in much touch, been so busy and trying to get time to sort these things out here, but you are wonderful and always I think of you and pray for you to be well.
Amen
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