so I wanted to at least write to say something, but so so much is in my head and happening and so many questions it's truly hard. BUT my news about being on my own for the first time ever to do this outreach, campaign idea, is out. Yes already staff and students asking millions of questinos I have no answers to. Even trying to get a proposal finished, but this is another area Iäm not great in, (need some help).
But I have jumped off teh deep end, but the response of my idea of this campaign has been welcomed already so warmly. I am so lucky to have this YWAM support and love from god's people. This is so right.
I feel so much like I did in NZ when I had the opportunity to start the new and first girls only league, never been done, no pressure other than we hope you can do it. Big difference is I was paid, I had a bit of a team already, and some supplies. Right now, wiht trying to begin a campaign from scratch, from nothin gbut god's passion he's formed inside me, that's where I start.
I really need support as in a team to start. I need money eventually i'm sure to help but that's jumping too far, for now your prayers please please is to help me keep focus, and God will compel others to have this desire to join me in this opportunity and adventure to make it reality. Oh Lord please come behind me. He takes the lowly. God uses the most uncommon, unimportant people out there by human standards, and he uses them. Look at all the people in the Bible. I mean David, the teeny last born who was like washing toiilets? I feel so lowly and uncapable right now, but this heart is pumping for something bigger tahn I. god please keep me so humble and remaining to search for your heart because you truly have the gift to give me of yourself living inside me to make all things possible! OH Lord, I love you, please help me to have peace and comfort and never forget what we're here for in this world.
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