Tuesday, February 2, 2010

It's beyond me, I"m just cramming what I can in for you

Yikes!
The last time I remember being so stressed and over my head was when I was on that senior year of college, playing soccer, doing track, going to Mississippi to volunteer, throw a fundraiser, graduate, working out things with my boyfriend or trying, moving to Mississippi and probably working 4 random jobs. Yeah, I just don't even have a grasp on this baby, but clawing. God's doing so much I just wish I could SEE more but what is faith? What am I saying or better yet asking?
Literally I am on the brink of tears and many times I bring them on throughout the day and night. I recently have breaks of a time to escape my campaign drive but it's rare.
Team is growing and hard to saw how strong and how committed but tomorrow I am having a meeting with over 6 maybe 10 strong to help work out the video, the 'strategic business plan' details, where we are, who we are, where do we go next. I have to explain what's been going on with the radio side of things.
I'm frustrated with logistics because not finished my visa paperwork, even dang printing isn't easy to get access to, and this stupid internet shuts down like it did today and i have no access to even reply to people or know if I have a meeting or not in an hour.
Rough I guess. But then again I meet Yureka who I want to tell you about and I look at my life and it just PUSHES me for more of this message to get out for a solution. FOr CHANGE!
Oh and so my visa, reaplying to get my license back, still gotta get paperwork together to send, and then the receipts for my church with taxes coming iup.
This is totally random but it's ok because it's super late and my mind's dragging, but uh, HELLO MCfly! I find out KALE has a girlfriend over facebook? Thanks bro!
Terin, I love you! I'm excited so welcome to the family ;) Kale yes this abstinence drive will be targeted at you too!
My 'new' phone delightfully given to me in this exchange on last friday which seemed totally dodgy because this is how it went down:
This is how bad I need a car I feel like a lost child and yet I'm suppose to lead this army to battle?
Nic picked me up Friday to catch up briefly on the drive to his work where we dropped off the gracious phone I was given to use on THEIR account for the past month, and met his office worker whom I think was annoyed I had phone so long but once I explained what I have been doing I think he changed heart.
THEN, I was going to Diep River to meet my friend Ruan and Anel's co-worker at the train station because she was coming this way. So met a random girl who dropped off a new phone, and then Nic had to leave so I'm in this random place inthe middle of no where waiting for my friend Justin to come pick me up because then we were going to head to the Stormer rugby game.
I eventually walked to nearby restaraunt and sat next to this Indian man and had a beer we chatted and it was lovely time actually and Justin picked me up, we rushed in his speedy sweet car to the massive rugby game.
I tried Kudu and his thing that looked like a hot dog but wasn't. I loved it and him being a buff on the game explained it all.
I"m a Stormers fan now...which comes in handy because it ties in with this great news of what I get to do this weekend:)
I gotta grab more coffee BRB

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