Thank you!

God supplies. You out there supply. I know that this team will go forward because it's already been desired for God. We already plan knowing that the Lord will provide because money isn't what runs the world.
I received an email today from the accounts Diane at the church saying more money has been coming in, and Steve Stecker the pastor has said the $1500 will be in my account! I feel the biggest weight lifted! THank you guys so so much! Thank you whoever is blessing me! I don't know what invoked those to give, but I've been praying to stop feeling like a burden on the team with my money needing to come in and also on the giving end, it hurts to humble to ask for help financially because we all know it's quite tricky feelings around $. I now FEEL for missionaries who live this way everyday. WOW I commend you!
Thank you though really, thank you! I've been praying, and praying and even saying, Lord, you say ask and I will provide, and so I feel like the more I keep praying, the more perhaps I'm over doing it not believing in Him that it will come, but look it's here!
Thank you Lord, oh thank you!
What support! I'm just so joyful and yet feeling like I just don't deserve it. It's so hard. I sat in this meeting for the national board of TUG, The Ultimate Goal, for WC 2010, I even got to miss class because it was really important I felt to network and help have a say and get the networks of different organization in one room. Truly worth it but LONG day. Good things but still I felt like no real answer to my future yet. Although, I am here for the right reasons.
I just want to say, that Love, is just the greatest thing. It's the greatest gift. It's a gift so hard to truly give, and even harder to accept! God loves us!
Tonight, we had a session with out Holy Spirit speaker and his wife because he was preparing to have us come forward if we wanted to be annointed with the Holy Spirit. I am her ein the other room hearing wailing and feeling a bit akward because I wanted to be in there, and then when we started praying, to kinda get into it,(which I didn't know we were doing cause when I got back from the meeting we had HUGE base thanksgiving party, and clean up forever for supper, and then they threw this 'volunteer' meeting with the Holy Spirit if we desire) and we started to pray, and I was so distracted by some of the others screems and cries I felt I had to leave just to read some scripture or even focus to pray. But, once I left and started to read the emails to check if I had any, now I heard LOUD laughing and wailing and my friend Daneka just ran out saying she has been healed of asthma! What is happening? Why do I feel so out of it? I ate too much?
Anyways, to read that I don't have to stress about the funds anymore is MORE than a comfort to pass out to tonight! I'm grinning from ear to ear. Now I keep praying for the rest to get the relief I'm feeling on my team.
Dad, I'm praying for you! Mom, I miss you and wish I was there to rest on your lap. Kale, I wish you were here to make me laugh!
Ahhh, goodnight for now