Preparing for week to begin!

It's Sunday night and I am trying to update a few things online, do some writing, and also not freak out about not knowing what is happening completely with this campaign or how. Let alone tomorrow. BUT, God has it in his hands.
He's showing more of himself in that believing and releasing stress and un understanding towards and for him. I mean God chooses those without wisdom, I'm reading this in Ecclesiastes about the unwise and wise. If I 'knew' what I was doing or how, would I then reach out for God? NO! Same reason America is probably so far from God and the church because we don't 'need' God because we have all the material things we need. So we think we're wise and in this vanity it's killing us, some literally. SO, I should be bold and grateful God's given me Him. So I pray father that the answers, finances, team members, words, car, ideas, contacts, EVERYTHING You do father, please help provide. Thank you!
I went to Muizenberg Church today, and caught Geraldine to arrange us to meet as 'team' for finalizing this dang document I"VE been waiting for, so we meet tomorrow at 3. Thank the Lord! I spent time at the market gettinga few things and of course my never ending green apples. Everyone says I have a problem, but truly addicted. Then I spent time at teh pool, reading the Bible, and then walked with new friend Rebecca to Fish Hoek to go to Full Gospel service. Was great and great message about not 'feeling' but believing upon the truth of God. I have been not 'feeling' God but really trying to search him. I must just keep believing. Putting my faith in Him even when I can't 'see' or especially 'feel' which has been the case. It's ok though, because He has the answers.
So, I wanted to relay some information, not to get all excited or talk too much about, but to begin to pray about. A few good things are moving from this work, for future beyond WC2010. At least here in SA, perhaps with me involved if it's God's plan.
Elrico, the guy that works for the president was chatting with me yesterday, he's back in the country. He was working in Norway looking at a project to set up in cape town. Some academy which I guess is already set up in Germany an din Norway. He said just like before that they want to set up a Bennie McCarthy FC here in CT, and then have this all be helped by the government. It will have 'life coaches' Cristian role models, and be a definite 'kick aids' kinda thing for youth. He said to me he sees a 5 year plan and then go nationwide. He wants to see girls 10-18 doing this, and he needs to have a project leader for this and wants to talk to me about it next week. I need to hear so much more, but really exciting! That's for sure it's waht they need here! Just reading that helped me reinspire me to want to push abstinence for the importance of it here beyond. It also gave me perspective to look beyond July right now. It's been hard, but it made reality set in, that this isn't forever and there will be an and and then a new adventure. It almost made me sigh relief.
I also was talking with some of my friends from NZ who are heading up a group to come here for games, and said they weren't planning on coming to CT but would make a special trip for me. They said if you come up to like Rustenberg for games then they would get me tickets. DANG! How cool. I really hope that can work out. Anyways, God continues to bless me and keep things moving. Please pray that finances personally are never a problem. I will soon be looking into that again of where I"m at and what I"ll be needing for next few months.
Miss you all and love you! Goodnight, Jeff thanks for the talk :) Miss you