More on today (Wednesday)

There's a clock in front of me that says 28 Days, 3 hours, 5 minutes 20 seconds til the World Cup. And yet, I'm feeling more at ease lately. Doing what I can, trying and trying. The document was half done and sent to look over yesterday and Jordan's doing amazing things.
I did find however more organizations really focusing on the trafficing and world cup. There's one focused on the children during the world cup, then there's this red light 2010 campaign more on the Justice side of things. So I still see us different but it's encouraging more words are getting out, yet kinda frustrating to gut check me to ask if what we're doing is still worth it and different. and yes, it is I believe. So on we go!
Lil frustrated with GWC folks still not having met with us since our important last meeting LAST week, but hey, I know they're in school. It's just hard when they looked 'big' at the campaign with doing this and that etc., and yet they're not even doing the simple small stuff to get there. I just pray God's blessing upon it all.
You're right dad and Jeff, even if just 1 person doesn't contract HIV, or use a prostitute because of the message, then that's means this campaign was/is all worth it.
I am getting healthier though. I can feel me getting fatter again. Not sure I like it but it's happening. I am staying in touch with Ambassador in Sport about what they're getting into up and coming and during WC. I just have no idea if I'l be busier than ever, or if the message/material will be ready to just be distributed with organizations/etc, which means then I have time to be involved with other things. Soccer perhaps. I mean there's Justice Acts too, who PLEASE pray for. Kimberly is setting up this whole 2010 project with teams to work on the human trafficking with this and that and police during the world cup, and the teams from teh USA, all fell out. Too expensive. It's really harsh on them, I have no idea what's happening now, but they're praying for locals to rise up. I even had her ask what Daneeka does for me yesterday, and I don't know if she was intending to ask what she coudl do in the future for JACTS. I mean I wanna help them so much, but personally it's hard because we're not sure where this is going, who's doing/taking what, so it's hard to say if we have time or not. Campaign is not as organized as I'd desire it to be, but it's here and happening and people believing/supporting.
This brings me to my dad. Oh dad, you are way way too good to me. I couldn't believe that email from Focus on the Family! Seriously! Not just in their response dady, I read what you wrote, and holy cow if I am half of that what you explained, I am more than fortunate to be living. That's comparing me to saints dad. BUT, if you feel half that way about me, it's the most humbling feeling and I'm so so proud to be your daughter! I have been raised by an amazing parents!
I mean I read what you wrote about me and how like, I've networked, and if there's 100 people in the stadium i'll meet at least 80, it makes me gut check who I am. I mean I fear sometimes I've been couping up too much but it's been the process in trying to make this thing happen. I mean I've been in front of a computer more in the past 3 months than any other time in my life. ROUGH, I feel for ya'll IT folks! But I don't feel my socialness, I hear about places in SA I've never been and people can't believe I've been so couped up out here in the cape.
Yet, like I said previously, I'm growing! Well, great contacts anyways dad with Focus on teh family. I really want to send out asap a clean look at who we are, but need website cleaned up and done, givengain donations, brochure and our logo 'abstain2010' pins to be with the brochures. Then people can print them off where they are, they can see what we're about. Oh yeah and the powerpoint with the acronym with Kenny. Oh man I'm trying!
Well, I think I've said enough tongith. Mind's gone, and after walked early am with Daneeka, then to Fish Hoek and back, I couldnt' bring myself to the cold pool! Tomorrow!
Going to bed now now