Sunday eve

I'm in such a calm state and I have no idea why. I still have no idea what I'm doing with the campaign, I don't know what I'm doing for finances, I have no idea what I'm doing after august, I have no idea what I'm doing daily. However, it's ok I believe because it's all in God's hands. He's carried me thus far, I suppose more faith should acquire. I just know that I've been basically living out of suit cases for the past 3 years, and I'm so fortunate that I've had these adventures.
I am about to head into worship tonight with the DTS here on base and my DTS, YeAh which are all back safely from their outreaches! WHooo hooo! It's been weird to see thema gain like they never left. The stories I'm looking forward to this week of debrief. I will be a part of them as much as I can outside of trying to reorganize this campaign!
Yes reorganize. BUT, it's ok I think because we finally have such a peace about where it's at. I have no idea if it will unlock doors as I pray, but I do know that it's what I've felt at the beginning. Basically awareness and prevention of the issues.
How, and with who and all that is going to come to place. I feel it's way more wholistic.
Abstain from world pain during this eventful season, 3 things to learn and teach about, and then 3 ways to be a solution. YES YES YES
I feel like I"m getting sick. Amazing Mr. Martin took Kim, Rene, Suzi and I to climb Lion's Head last night. Yes full moon and it was so dang beautiful and bright it seemed unreal! I have photos of course from Martin on facebook. So many people were hiking and even running a race because of the full moon occasion. WOW was incredible! SUCH a beautiful city cape town is. Took us forever though, and man it was a lil harder than I expected. HOWEVER, of course like champs that we are, we managed just fine, however didn't get home until around midnight. I slept til 11 this morning and thought, what the heck am I doing? Kim said you're body needs it obviously! I don't know but now I feel the aches possibly. Maybe it's just sore :)
I'm trying to rewrite, and organize this 'project proposal' with the vision and mission so that I can have a few people go over it, give feedback and then MOVE! I had a lovely meeting with Geraldine and the crew from GWC. George Whitfield College just down the block who are so onfire for this campaign! She said you have no idea that professors and bishops are praying and getting excited for this to come together! She said that they want to hear more and have this presented before teh board on Friday and then perhaps gets teh student body who's interested also in a meeting after on Friday to brainstorm and see the areas they can assist. I am overwhelmed but also trying not to get my hopes up about this. THere's also a professor giving his time to look over the document so it's right because he's worked apparently within the government so it looks sharp. I also am suppose to have a meeting tomorrow with the people from Mix It which is some texting thing here. So to figure out how to do and get promotions, possibly funding out of it. I even talked with Kimberly about our concept of 'donate towards a cause' and that cause being a safehouse. She was like umm YES! So the safehouse that's desire is about 1million, but that would be the goal of abstain is to raise the funds to purchase that and it's for assistance of victims of all the issues we're talking about, mainly from trafficking.
ahhh it sounds all so more like I pictured it all in the beginning. Like we've been seeing, our focus was so off the target, but more on the 'strategy' of abstaining from sex as the only answer, which is truly is a HUGE help, but more opportunities create more audience to be involved and a part. It's almost too easy it seems stupid. Hopefully this all turns out. Please pray for this to move.
I have the team back and they're all asking how things are and where it's at, and I want to push them into saying I have this and that done, but it's the journey and the groundbreaking with relationships that is what we've done. If you read this blog you can see the growth and crazy work that's been put forth, however the physical side of 'seeing' the project grow isn't fully there. That's hard.
Ok I am gonna go worship now I'll write more later